Hating someone is alwis harder than forgiving. yet, forgiving isnt that easy!

when u hv left a very bad impression to someone else,

it's very hard to 'purify' it as there is alwis a scar.

what you say, how you act, and what u think,

are alwis assumed to be bad. In fact, it isnt that way.

but, ''purification'' isnt an impossible mission.

it's juz, do u really make an effort to purify?

lying while purifying?

is this an effort?

no-no to me! so sorry!

maybe the others may find it unfair to the one being hated.

bt, they dun really know the reasons behind.

conclusion : no one knows everything and thus, hard to know what is right and what is wrong. unless... it's really sooooo wrong! haha! i'm bullshitting XP

becoz there is a ''right'', the 'wrong' is magnified!!!!

here is a sentence where i found it really true personally.. but.. i have no idea on how to translate it into english..

‘对’是需要‘错’来衬托的，感谢所做错的他们。正如，没有‘丑陋’，何来‘美丽’？

The day is blue but my heart isn't red

i feel depressed as i has failed with many many things recently.

Internship.. nt accepted by PwC

IVAQ.. lose due to nervousness

Dell.. i have missed the chance

PwC camp. i was lazy..

ACCA grant.. lazy as well.. tml is the deadline..

presentation.. did badly..

coursework.. it's the worst..

i lost my enthusiastic in doing all things...

i am tired..

tired of chasing this and that..

many and everything..

devil wears Prada? im angel then!

where are you, my feminine side?

i hv thrown u away from the time i entered into the college.

what is the reason?

boring, expensive and bf is nt around..

bt, i will turn u on today onward.. i hope la!

when it comes to what to wear, what to put on the face..

i start fainting.. it's kinda troublesome!

the most, expensive!

hardly spend much on clothes, handbags and make up.

i would rather keep the money for future use!

but.. what i have learnt is TVM~time value of money.

the purchasing power depreciates and those feminine things will one day cost more than now.

yes!! i am accountant!

yet.. reluctantly spend my penny!

yes!! i am a good saver!

every time i promised myself to buy Clinique,

it would be end up buying NTG!

then, where is the moeny? saved up? no.. i have no idea where they've gone!

when can i turn into a devil??

Steamboat at home with friends!!!

it's always not a good idea to stay awake for the whole night especially when u know that there are something you have to do on the next day, no matter how.

hell-ly yeah as i am now at the middle of the choices, sleeping or restoring my house to the original condition. maybe, a better environment to welcome my parents' home coming?

by the way, i am now regret for promising my mum taking care of the house and put everything back to where they are supposed to be.

I HAVE TOTALLY NO IDEA WHERE ON EARTH I TOOK THEM FROM!

sorry mama.. u are always the best!

how's about the steamboat and gaming session????

steamboat... quite nice but it's a lil messy than what i have expected as the extension wire and plugs were all... MALFUNCTION on the critical point! so, just as easy as u can think of, things go haywire!! Despite, it's still moving on as if ntg had happened!

gaming?.... totally a failure. because it was totally beyond what we have planned for! what a sad case. btw, it's still a success even there are some mentally and listening disorderssss!!! it did create chaos for my neighboursss... i m so sorry for that..!!!

i m actually now moping the floor and waiting for it to dry before i can actually walk on it. perhaps, a lil of laziness.. sitting here in front the com is always the better choice than doing household, agree?

then next problem.. restoring the kitchen to the original condition!!!! it's really hard for me but i have to hold my promises to my dearest mummy... KITCHEN IS ALWAYS HER SMALL LIL WORLD! so, it would be better for me to keep it peacefully..

K! decided.. hit the hack and wake up 2 hours later to KO my things-not-done!!!

XOXO

hectic life ahead..

2 coursework tests, 1 competition and 1 assignment due..

it's no longer ABC and 123 but critical thinking and calculation.

the reasons i chose this course?

i love calculation. hate thinking. hate theory.

tat's y i wanted to be an accountant.

ended up.. no calculation but critical thinking and so called 'professioanl skepticism'...

i m tired of these..

at the final year of dip.. someone told me 'juz bear it juz bear it. few months left'

at the beginning of adv dip.. someone told me 'one more year one more year'...

how my life would be after all these???

can my dear readers find me a rich man?

marry tomolo and enjoy the rest of my life peacefully!!

Stress, can move you forwards or pull you back.

I'm now under stress..

I m stress-perishable good.

every time when stress knocking the door,

my first thought is to marry a boy that i can rely on - no more stress.

yet,

is there really a tree wouldn't collapse? how about thunderstorm?

so-so.

marrying a man, does not mean i would free from stress.

opinion drawn : stress will nvr leave. *stress is exempted from hi-bye case*

Stop daydreaming.

it's time going back to my books.. ='(

Loving you as if juz started

i love you more than i can say.

it's true.

hardly find a word to describe my love to u!

i'm juz simply addicted.

like how drug taker addicted to the drug!

you are my medicine, my morphine, my drug ♥

oh, yucks!!! so disgusting.. i supposed, to the reader XP

yes, love is disgusting!!!!

yet, we are so fallen in love.

you will understand it when you have got your Mr. or Ms. Right.

waiting for the love fruiting,

it takes time.

wait patiently is juz the only way out.

until then, you will know it is worth wasting time!

seems that what i said are contradicting.. haha..

so, conclusion drawn,

love.. cannot be explained reasonably!

it will juz come without signal, leave without hesitation.

Do Treasure!

it's juz amazing when the hearts crossed!!

* our love is heading to 7 years old ;) *