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phewwww.... first coursework bye bye!
FA, Financial Accounting,
not that hard as i thought!
but, it's as rush as unexpected!
omg!
once i got the paper, one glance, then started writing!
witout thinking 4 more!
dunno whether correct o nt,
sekali lumsum blahhhhhh inside!
then only i checked!
haha
luckily, i balanced it!
another "phewwww ewww ewww..."
the difficulty is actually 3/10!
is juz to finish it in a extremely limited time,
quite a sheer mistreat!
unless, more practices!

need to sharpen up my skill again!
cant juz stop and stare at the paper even once!
gambateh miss. Li yean!

>.< my bf hilang d!!!!!

where is my bf????
my msg cant reach him 15hours after his flight!
impossible if he is in Saudi right now!
becoz,
as if he reach there n on his phone, i will know!
but, my msg is nt yet delivered!!
where is he going?!
is it possible he is taking the straight-way flight?!
>.<
worrying............ worrying.................

*tomolo is my FA cousework... the more i worry, the more i did wrong T.T
pray for me k?

一场游戏...一场永远都会输的游戏..

i lose the game...
i m the one here to quit..
will nvr come back..
no way to appeal,
no way to re-match..
a silly game..
becoz of a silly me..

i was kicked out forever..
no matter how much i hope to be bounded back to the match..
it's the principle that anyone needs to follow..
no matter the earth stops..

lose in the game
is juz as same as losing all the pride..
all the unwanted truth being revealed..
the ashame.. the cruelty..
are those rewards for the loser..
i m.. loser..in all sorts..

long-time-ago post

proud huh? not at all! stress wei!

desperate to scold ppl right now!!

i hv met up with 4 very darned bastards on the way of love!

the first one,when i was in F1
becoz of ppl's persuasion, came n chased me!
what the heck!
u tot who i m?
the hell!
i din even believe or put it in my mind when someone told me!
when i tot i was the blessed one, he gone!
not even a message!
hurt me!
from the time on, all the handsome r heartless!
since then,
i longed to make over myself up!
dun ever hv a chance for me 2 meet u again!
i wont ignore u indeed,
i will hold ur hand n tell u indeed,
"thanks for nt being with me, or else,the hell will nvr ever end"

deepest thanks to the second one..
the friend of the first one!
oh god,
fucker!
worsen than the first one!
chasing me suddenly, by sending those words......
i din possess strong feeling 2wards...
erm...
frankly,not at all,
maybe, some...
okie, he sms me, i juz reply with a true heart!
he was in hospital tat time..
i felt worry n wad i can do was juz sms him to spend his boring spree..
he was defenitely a gangster! as same as the first one!
after few days(within 1 week)
what the heck,
a girl called me!
" hello, i m crystal. are xxx chasing u?!"
oh my god, who the hell she think she is?!
oh... finally, i got it!
the bastard's girl friend, Bitch(not a friendly n kind one!)!
the bastard din even mention a word about tat!
n, keep on telling me, he was single.
i suppose that i was in unconcious at the time when i was ansering the call!
"no la! who said he chases me? he juz boring n sms with me"
how kind i was? i was helping a bastard to lie to his gf!
end of time, what did i get in return?
he called,"who tell u i m chasin u? i din okie?!"
with a bloody hell different tone!
oh god, where i can find another shameless guy from tis world ever again?!
i hd been helping him, in turn, he scolded me?!
after he got to know i din mention even a single word to his gf about us,
he found himself guilty n sms me, but not apologized,
juz like wanna be friend!
wad a hilarious joke!
Bastard, do u know, i hate u much?!
u hurt me!

again, handsome one is bad one!

feeling despair...............

OMG...
i did run out of idea about the damn god MAF!
luckily, CIMA wouldnt never ever as my target!
orels e, i suicide~
i love FA!

*i hv to stay alert to finish my MAF even though i m totally all in! @.@
kill me, C.K

>.< memorable!

DRAGONFLY? o.O no la! is "zhuan zhuan" in Myanmar!



i used to own tis, but it was a plastic bird!
mine was not in diet *why tis "zhuan zhuan" so slim?* ;P
the bird was a little bit meaty! XP
each of us, my bros n me, owned 1!
i still remember mine was light pink.. then my bros... blue n green if not mistaken!
i dunno where my mom bought it, n my family has forgotten as well!

once i saw dieted "zhuan zhuan"(from my tutor, M.K)
it reminded me my childhood life!
my bros n me..
we bathed together,
how they bully me,
how they teased me..
the more important,
WHY THE GRILLE IS HERE!
HOW I, A LITTLE KID, BROKE THE DOOR!
WHERE I USED TO CRY WHEN TRAVELING
*thanks to my eldest brother, he captured down one of the stair in Penang where i used to cry & make trouble last year =.=*
>.<
how good if i can go back my childhood life!

my friend, Jade ney ney!

my blog has been cobwebbed for long period..
sorrie ya.. little bloggie >.<

another boring week passed!
but, my friend, Ney Ney brightened my weekend! ;)
Ney, a nick name of my childhood friend.
y she got the name?
she mom used to call her 'Honey',
after all, v shortened it by the only "Ney"
from here, you can c how close v are!

she was juz back from Toronto, Canada.
she changed her citizen from malaysian to canadian few years ago juz like her mom.
she changed a lot,
going canada juz like a kampung girl,*no discrimination, i love her*
coming back with all-new-looks fashionable, fabulous yet stylish lady!
juz went shopping with her yesterday!
OMG! from top to toe, all branded stuff!
btw, this proved that, she has a very wonderful life there even a immigrant.
i feel happy for her :)
she is treated well...
her bf as well treats her well like a treasure!
i feel relief after i heard tat..
i know that her mom has a tough life there...
i juz hope they are happy ever after..
becoz they are juz too good to us, my family.

having a shopping spree,
she is totally & completely a walking cosmetic dictionary!
know all the cosmetic brand n their products.
which one is good n which one is juz satisfactory, n the worst!
haha!
will get her opinions b4 buying ;P

btw... i advised her not to spend too much as the life there is not tat easy．．
haha~ i think my advice is useless as she told me:
'the students there all using either Guess or Coach,and blackberry'
=.= speechless.................................................

我真的很烦。。。

我真的很烦
全部的事都给我搞砸了。。
我好像真的很‘黑仔’
好像水和我一起做事都会沉船。