time flies.

Ya, time flies. Many happenings since 28th May.
Internship, trip and new born baby!
seems that i have been busying for the whole months.
with no fruits.

Internship, much demotivated me.
but, nvm. at least, i know where am i belonged to.

New born baby, niece.
Yes! my annoying princess. She is now just 5 days after fullmoon.
No Doubt, she brought me happiness, tiredness and restless!!!!
i have been lacking of sleep since her new coming! hmm... 35 days!
my room was occupied by her parents and i have to, sometimes, sleep with her in the living room or, sometimes, same bedroom! oh gosh, 8am class makes me scratching my head!
it's tiring.
i wasted most of my time for her after coming back from school. feeding. kept her accompanying and swinging.
no own time and study time.
i wonder how long i can escape myself from this kind of life.
not selfish, just.. not enough tolerance in me.
quarrel prevails, compared to mother's love.
mum was making trouble out of nothing.
It's okie for baby to be her priority, i understood, i dont mind.
did she ever think for me for one second? at least, just let me do what i prefer. but..
she kept asking me for something i couldnt tolerate.
managed to escape from this once in a while.
didnt even feel like coming back home after school. no matter how tired.

and, today.
bro was moving into the house opposite.
at least, i have my own space. hope so.
i have been busy taking care the lil princess after school with dead body.
been taking herbal medic for the passed weeks.
it's no good. but, i needed, need and shall need it.

stress, haunting me.
i need a breath.
how can i chase the time back?