我哭了....

我崩溃了.
到底怎么了.
全部一团糟.
我真的很想找个人谈天.

我不是小鸟依人,
我真的做不到容忍.
更做不到摇摆向利的人.
像我这种人,往往就是最让人讨厌..
但,我真的耐不住.也不想.

怎么以前的我回来了?
难道,我真的要沉默 ?

It's my day, excuse me!

hi everyone, today's my day, do not mess with me *maybe after today*

i had a 'surprise party'! how was it going on?

12am, a call.. the first actor, 

'love, can u talk to me upstair?'

'no! i wanna facebook. busy!'

'it's ur birthday, talk to me for 15min, plz?'

'dun wan... the line was not good, 1 min putus sekali... talk to u to9'

12.05am, the second actor..

'hey yean, take care of bb, i wan to go toilet, stay in room,

do not go anywhere, firework elsewherw, she will scare'

........'okie!'

the main actor, from morning to night,

'hey girl, mummy pays you for a hair cut, go n trim ur hair nicely and blow it'

the pinpointed failure of all actors!

the first actor, my boy, he never forced me to talk with him, moreover, setting a time. 

it's weird!

*so, his plan of making me stay into the room ---- fail*

the second actor, my sis in law - perfect! not even laughing!

the main actor, mom! a lot of holes.

1. she never asked me to dress myself nicely becoz it's a waste to her.

2. she whispered to my sis-in-law.

3. she talked inside the dressing room.. at 11.45pm. it's impossible her friends, 

aunty aunty level should have slept.

the friends?

lagi weird, they never wish me who previously did!

all these symptoms signalled me a bit! but what surprised me the most, they stayed overnight! haha!

by the way,

thanks for coming to celebrate with me becoz my bf is not here with me!

we played from 12am to 5am! we gambled, chatted and the most important, laughed!!!

my present, chocolate from friends!

from boy friend..... haiz... on the way wo! 

but, there is a backup present, a voice recorded song! 

it's juz so sweet <3 p="p">

thanks for everything u guys gave!

love u guys soooo much!

forget to mention it!

i was slapped within 5hours of being 21 years old. 

not a light one i guessed. becoz, there was a sound 'pak!!!'

this is a special gift from the LOVED one.

i promised to return it back for the LOVED one's birthday. 

juz wash ur face and ready, please!

my choc!!! going to unpack and store inside my stomach!

We =)