my God damn result

i m so sad n mad for my result..
my accounting.. A-... n my expectation for accounting is alwis A.
as i m taking for accounting course, accounting must be A as it's my main n major subject i need to master! tat's is y A- for me is an ashame!
i cant accept that my accounting dropped to A-.
it's still acceptale if the A- is for other subjects..
i m still considering whether to hv a check on the subject or juz giving up my mind n forget about that. i m so sick about tis... should i make it?
the difference between A- and A is juz the 5 marks... but... the difference between B+ and A- is also the God damn 5marks. which should i opt to? it's all up to God now... decision will be made today night or tomolo morning...... today is a bad day to me... my 4flat gone... everything is upside down. what should i do? what should i do?

to my friend.. dun greet me for my result... greeting is now a trgger point to my sadness... my resut is not deserved for a greeting even a minor one.......

my CGPA...... slap myself............

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all these A- seem like laughng me... i reallly cant accept it at tis moment.......................