blood..... i hate you

hate the smell of the blood..

hate the blood flowing out from my nasal to my throat..

hate the blood flowing out from my mouth....

it's disgusting when i saw the fresh reddish blood..

i feel scared.. afraid.. but without the reasons why

hate eating medicine for 10days..

hate to watch out for the clock to avoid the time over for nasal spray..

hate different types of spray i hv to use..

hate bring spray n medicine to school...

while i was typing blog juz now... the blooding dropping out.....

the scary fresh reddish blood..

i hurt the inner space of the nasal... (i think so)

i juz dun wan the blood dropping...

y.... y it is still bleeding?