I have grown up,,, it's time for me to carry on my own responsibilitis

finally,
i voice it out...........................
haiz....
i reminded myself to be silent...
but...
it seems to be useless..
i cant control myself...
maybe, i take things seriously......
i juz wan things to be good...
but, it's not a good excuse to let it goes.....
i knew tat.......
everthing might not be the same...
but, i am trying hard to maintain the same.....
btw, ...
i broke it.......
i broke my own promise..
is it the time for me to change a new environment?

everything will still move on even without a tiny ME...
maybe, better fluency..