Boring

Today eng test... ok... forget it! it is over!

IOM is coming soon. but i hv lost patient in study! haiz.........
no more fun and no more energy....

this is the first exam which i didnt cry before it..
am i growing?
am i being mature?
am i abnormal tis day?
hmmmmmmm...
i hv no idea bout it...
i juz fade to
study
exam
result
until i die some day..

a saying in chinese
活到老，学到老，读到老
kmmm... i am nt really interested with it!

study?
it is good actually..
exam?
damn bad...

my mama asked me nt to study but work..
but..
i am nt brave enough nt to study...

but,
i trust that,
study is juz a process to go
as it gone,
i will miss it btw..