Ki's farewell night

This was my first destination -DELICIOUS-

after
having a shopping activity with my dear n his relatives!

this dress was brought with his cousin brother's opinion!
Nice rite?
(must say YES a!)

this photo is too dark n cant even see my face clearly~ sad~

this one
is our 大合照!
with the protagonist sitting at the front roll

yup!
no doubt,
it was her farewell dinner!
she is in UK now
wish her all the best!

this was our next and last destination for the day!

i dunno where is it~
called -Para2- if i am not mistaken!

Frankly,
Having fun here!


becoz of the first time i saw such a huge card, i captured with it!
it was upside though!

having a sweet memory with my darling there
he looked like a kid!
but
his mom said i am more like a kid than he is!
so,
wad do u think?

this was the punishment given to my dear after he got the smallest card number!
he was confessing to me reluctantly!

i dunno where is this place, but fun!

caption: this card is huge! i love it! it is in a cafe at KL somewhere!
i was playing a game somehow like truth or dare,
but,
it was alwis dare btw~
n,
with a little glass of alcoholic drink!
in order to boost my courages!

finally, i got this picture!
my dear stupid bf always procrastinates everything i asked him to do!
he is nt that productive n obedient!
need to give him a special 'treat' only he will know how to 'fast forward' everything!

(having my lunch soon, back after tis! stay tunned!)

The every very FIRST time!

today,
28th january 2010
i have broken my own record :

• my first time to drive to highway alone
• my first time to drive fastest than ever
• my first time in losing my way to my destination by driving
  
• my first time to violate the traffic rules

i hope i will not get caught
since i drove the car out under my mama's knowledge

HOW DARE ME doing all these!

i told my dearest mother that i want to go tuition center for preparing note then i will go to my friend house to do something about computer
(my heart pumping faster than normal while chaeating)

actually, i change my way to my other friend's house for showing him something soon after
(nt going to talk what i was showing)

GOD blessing me....
I lost my way n dunno where i had been!
i realised that
the most scary problem on the road is neither poor driving skill nor traffic congestion
it is LOST OF DIRECTION btw!

GOD blessing me again,
i violated the rules..
i forgot there is a traffic light...
n the light is in yellow... but i hv already in the middle of the road...
so... u can imagine right?
haiz............
worry much now..
my mama sure kill me if she get the saman.....

God, blessing me plz~

A feeling after reading a girl's blog...

the girl...
who is she?
is my friend's girl friend..
may be my relative some day ( not hope so )...

erm...
what feeling i had after reading her blog?
omg...
her eng is pretty good!
i tot she is juz a study?-i-dun-care girl

but,
it shocked me after knowing that her eng is damn gracious good!

i envy her maybe...
becoz of so,
i judge her...

y am i envy(not that serious) o dislike(sometimes) her?
erm.......becoz of a girl's sixth sense..

i still remember,
the first time v met.

she was scanning me from top-to-toe
did i look funny o hilarious?
undoubtedly,
i am a no-fashion-sense girl
what i do wear are all plain n out-to-date
no heel
no singlet
no fashionable hairstyle
no accessories
no bag
no even purse
i hate taking all that
n
dressed up myself like a ding-dong-bell

but
i do envy her sumtime
she have all kinds of dresses/clothes/shorts/skirts
n with all sort of bags/accessories

i hope to be like her..
but
i am sure that
my mom will definitely kill n cook me
1 step b4 i out of the door!
hmmmmmmmm....

not only tat
when v were hanging out with our beloved,
she would have tried to fawning her bf's sister o relatives
yayayay!
she like to show off her things too!
n even her way she communicate with her 'dear'
beh tahan
how can her bf tahan her?
i do interested in
every single day they are 2gether
eat n hang out every now n then

i salute their 'sweetness'

again..
i failed to make my blog nicer...
sigh...

i was so happy becoz i realised that there is a so called 'blogger template'
i tot i am smart..
i tot i can search for new type of template n paste it into my blog layout.
however,
i was 'more' that that!

i hav downloaded it
but
i cant open it!
again...
sigh....

Noob

i am such a 'noob'
for the sake of poor 'designing' of my blog ;'(

i have tried to figure it out on how to make it nicer..
but...
it seem like failed...
hmm..

i am damn free n damn depressed now...
i juz wan to be alone...
not to hang out with friends..
juz wan to be alone..
juz wan to listen songsss n view others' blog...

曾经。他

当我听到姐姐说有一个朋友denggi而他的女朋友哭的时候，
我就问姐姐: what for to cry?
过后，我突然想起几年前，我也曾经是扮演过这女主角。。

他
也得了骨痛热症
我
也因找不到他而哭泣

回想起来，
it was quite funny!
(lazy to write chinese, eng is easier n better)

hmm...maybe becoz i was a child
then i cried

hmm...maybe becoz i had no chance to go n visit him
then i cried

hmm...maybe becoz i had failed to take the responsibility as a girl friend
then i cried

dunno...
no longer hv the chance to figure it out
it has became part of my memories...
a wonderful memory..

My Darl's 心声

——《飞鸟》
演 唱 : 任贤齐
作 曲 : 阿弟
作 词 : 阿弟

不知道什么时候 开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长的这么美丽 叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷矢了自己

好想牵你的手 走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久 直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

不知道什么时候开始喜欢这里
每个夜里都会来这里看你
你长的这么美丽 叫我不能不看你
看不到你我就迷矢了自己

有时候你很调皮 总是让我着急
一颗心总是为你跳不停
只要一闭上眼睛 总有千百万个你
你的影子装满我的脑海里

不能够不想你 也不能够忘记你
总是在梦里一直看到你
多想对你说句 我是真的爱你
对我的心不要再怀疑

好想牵你的手 走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久 直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有我和你

好想牵你的手 走过风风雨雨
有什么困难我都陪着你
直到天长地久 直到天荒地老
爱的路上只有 我和你

IST

T.T
a damn difficult subject....
study til like in hell...
can juz digest 1 to 2 pages of notes in 1hour..
help........................................
help........................................
who can help me? T.T

海地Haiti

i m very sad when i saw a 16-month baby girl was being rescued from the collapsed building...
juz 16-month baby...
without food n water for 3 days.
her dad n mom no longer on the earth..
it is juz a begin for her..
without the accompany from dad n mom..
how her life will be?
who will take care of her?
who will shower her with love?
i almost cried when i saw her with the innocent face..
undoubtedly,
she is stronger than me..
she did not even cried at the time being rescued..

IOM Test

hmm... my IOM is over..
but the next 2 disasters in on the queue!

the feeling is great
when i know all the ans for all the questions.
hope tis will happen to ME,IST and ACC!

IOM

hmm...
Maydeling
how come u still hv time to write blog? o.O
hahah
dunno...... juz want to write~

yesterday 9, today's morning...
i have broke the record...
i cry..
why?
cant finish my revision..
i lost my confidence..

how bout now?
ermmmmmmmmm...
stilll worry..
but nt that serious like that in last9...

i think i hv fallen in love in writing blog.

but i think it is juz a hangat2 tahi ayam!
三秒钟热度。

maybe becoz of boring
need to find a place to ''talk''

it is a good idea to hav a blog.
but,
since there is no one comment on my blog,
it juz an one-way communication btw
(learn too much of Introduction of Organisation n Management)

A dread morning

i hv struggled for the whole morning
wad for?
i kept on vomiting
and
my belly was aching...
it suffered me a lot.
especially a girl who was in her most suffering & painful condition...
it drives me crazy now
because
i need to study
but without the study mood,
indeed,
bad n lazy mood coupled with restlessness.

wanna find someone to chat with me
in order to hv better mood..
everyone is bc with their IOM..
so..
just forget it!

In takut mood

i do worry about my exam.......

seem like empty after study 1 chap~
damn it, spent at least 6hs to read 10pages IOM, 1 chap
but,
seem ntg inside my brain..

hmmm...

quite stress now..
but ntg to do with it!

that ling gee foo uncle make me hit the roof!
i find him the whole day,
he reply me with no single msg even msn(no need money la dear)
exploding!

it is hard for me to concentrate during tis period...
tired... restless... becoz of girls' problem...

is tis an excuse?
hmm... let me think...
yes, i guess...
becoz i fade to studying...
no, becoz i really tired...
physically but nt mentally...
so, quite hard to sleep by then.

should i continue?
o repeat again wad i hav read today?
hmm.....maybe, i need rest...

trust me..
i really a BBQblur blur queen...
again..
i needed to change my password again...
becoz i tot i typed the wrong password...

it's actually i hv typed the wrong address..........................

A step into blog

excited in editing blog...

i learn to add my friend, chia pei link here! haha~

going to add gee foo and all other friends!

ahhhhkmmmmmm
before that,
i need to study first!

~BYEBYE~
(be right back to9)

Hey, i have opened my link for others to view..

i need guts to do it!

because of my bad english writing skill...

hope they will understand what i
was
am
will be
trying to utter~♥♥

Boring

Today eng test... ok... forget it! it is over!

IOM is coming soon. but i hv lost patient in study! haiz.........
no more fun and no more energy....

this is the first exam which i didnt cry before it..
am i growing?
am i being mature?
am i abnormal tis day?
hmmmmmmm...
i hv no idea bout it...
i juz fade to
study
exam
result
until i die some day..

a saying in chinese
活到老，学到老，读到老
kmmm... i am nt really interested with it!

study?
it is good actually..
exam?
damn bad...

my mama asked me nt to study but work..
but..
i am nt brave enough nt to study...

but,
i trust that,
study is juz a process to go
as it gone,
i will miss it btw..

STUPIDity

i have change my password thanks to my my very very 'good' memory....
each time i log in, i will, for sure, change the password!!!! arghhhhhhhh...