放学后的美

Obviously, not very happy and freaking down theses few weeks.

but, after school today and yesterday, i realized that,
the sun light is so bright,
as it penetrates the cloud n the crown of the trees,
it's totally amazing ❤
seems like a stair delivering the angel right in front of me..
*watching too much of cartoon*

besides,
i saw various cars from different state of malaysia
were on the same road yesterday!
y do i say so?
thanks to NUMBER PLAT!
there were JJJ,Q_Q,M__,K, DAX,ZZ,DAX,PHK,KBT... manymany else!
i tot it was juz a coincident! maybe due to hari wesak or something else.
I WAS WRONG, it's every-day's scene!

then, i derived a formula *;P formula pulak* :
地球还是不停的转动，不论你是开心，伤心，还是心情交叉！
当你不开心的当儿，
你会忽略了很多事情。
当你在意一件事时，
你会忽略更多美好的事！
所以，我学会了放弃。
放弃一些对我有害的事。
或许，对您来说，却会放弃是愚蠢的。
可是，
与其痛苦，不如一了百了。

误打误撞的头发

"All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you"

like tis adage much!

keep going! keep going!
out of blue, there is a shiny bright day awaiting ;)

dunno wat to write on this post!
hhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm....

going to cousin's wedding party soon.
not-so-close-in-relation cousin's weeding party..
yet, our relation is darned close in law!

dunno whether my cousin will intro me some guys friend like used to be or not? >.<
he is so 38 yet daring!
even dare to tell my mom his friends wanna know me!
how dare he was!
gib him an applause! XP

btw... hopefully, i will meet my little niece and my new sis-in-law!

difficulties

i found that i face the difficulties in speaking..
maybe it thanks to keep-my-mouth-shut in long time
n even dun like to participate in group activities...
do i really change?
i dunno...
i wan the normal me..
but..
i wan the quiet me too... at the same time.
what to do?

Friend is no longer friend

it's hurt...
wanna let it go..
but, i cant...
but, wad to do?
there is no one has the intention to save it..
but end it instead.

NEW LIFE AHEAD

my school life returns today!
Year 2, Sem 1!
a new sem, a new life ahead!
need to add oil for the whole year!
wow!
feel energetic!
end of year 2, i can hav a flight to UK to visit my boy friend!
it has been alerting me the whole year to save money n study hard..
btw, any relevant between study hard and save money???
haha.. i guess it's definitely NO!
but..
at least, i hv a target to strive for >.<

TARC here i come!!

copy from my friend ;P it's somehow funny ;D

树多必有枯枝，人多必有白痴。
君子报仇，三年不晚。小人报仇，一天到晚。
医生叫我行光合作用,别熬夜 。
帅有个屁用！到头来还不是被卒吃掉！
就算是Believe 中间还是有个 lie。
就算是Friend 最后还是会有个 end。
就算是Lover 最后还是会 over。
就算是forget 也要先 get才行。
就算有个wife 心裡也要假设 if。
压力始终来自于新台币！ (人民币)
树不要皮，必死无疑。人不要脸，天下无敌。
人生(人蔘)，不过比当归长一点。
怀才就像怀孕，时间久了才能让人看出来。
上帝给了我们七情六慾，我们却把它们变成了色情和暴力。
最浪漫的三个字不是「我爱你」，而是「在一起」。
前程四紧就是：手头紧、眉头紧、衣服紧、时间紧。
青春就像卫生纸。看着挺多的，用着用着就不够了。
女人的爱是用说的，男人的爱是用做的。
幸福离我们很近，但，我们都忘了靠近。
天底下没有所谓複杂的事情，是人的思维和感情把它複杂化了。
福利不是问题，问题是没福利。钱不是问题，问题是没钱。
今日事今日毕，过了今日就不必。
皮夹裡的发票永远比钞票多。
我不是随便的人，但我随便起来不是人。

A Nightmare On Elm Street

tis movie costs me 10 bucks!
erm.. btw.. i rated it 5/10

it was quite scary n horrible in the beginning... but... it was ended up with with classic song........
"Dream.. Dream.. Dream...."
quite funny ;P

white VS yellow

after 'watching' other blog's babies pic..
an idea came into my mind!
wadcha?
hehe! i'll definitely bring my camera to UK next year to capture all the western babies as they are so cuteeeeee!
akhhhhemmmm...
i din mention that i m looking down 'yellow babies',
i love them btw ;)
it's juz tat i seldom come in contact with 'white babies'~~ ;P

my feeling right now

like to keep 'out' touch with the outside-world...
juz wan to be alone.. nt knowing much..
avoid from making n facing trouble...

可能我们真的有不同的理念.
我们要的或许是一样的.
可是,到达的方法是不一样的.
你是觉得:现在用的,我以后可以赚回来.
但,
我觉得的是:先存着,不管以后赚不赚得回.未雨绸缪.
我的想法是:如果我用了,以后没有了,又赚不回来,怎么办?

凡事我都会铺一条出路给自己.
或许你有.但,我看不到.也没有安全感.
这种感觉很可怕.

你说我专制,对,我是.全部人都知.但,我都是为你好....
或许你不认同.
因为我真的很认真.

还是那句:
我们要的或许是一样的.
可是,到达的方法是不一样的.
我们是不一样.

从前的我觉得,
不同世界的人在一起,生活会更多姿多彩;
可,我发现..
不理是什么关系,亲人.挚爱或是朋友.
原来只是各自辛苦.

或许放手就是解脱。
原来《狼来了》的故事是我最大的讽刺。

striving!!

wholly hell! i hv been doing the volume of whole year's house-chore!
i hv been painting, washing, mopping, brushing... everything in the house in 3 days continuously!
pity my mom, her job is far more than mine!
wad a very damn bad 'mother's day' for her.

why v mistreat my mom for doing all tis the day b4 Mother's day?
becoz the tenants are in rush! hurry! hurry! and HURRY!
they are patrolling from time to time as their house is near to my house!
they're urging my mom~ my mom is forced!
haha~ my mom said:' the family has kids n hv no place for them in their current house, it's quite pity for them.'
oh my dear mom, it's my turn to feel pity for myself!
i hv developed phobia to : door, fence, window...(i hv been painting them under hot weather!)

hurray n huzzah!
the house is cleaner than ever!!!!! ❤
it's again, the brand new house❤, *somehow*

it's thank to that oh-my-god-very-dirty-plus-dirty auntie!
she spoiled my holiday!
i suppose, she din wash her toilet after a few years shift!
it's totally YUCKSSSSSSSSSSS.
the dust was built up for many levelssss!
my noise was twisted n dropped!!!!

btw... anything came fine after 3 days striving from afternoon-evening and evening-night!
v cleaned the whole house in juz 3 dayssss!!! how fast!

i totally feel disappointed to 'mata'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god!
how can u fitnah ppl?
u juz wanna get more 'ming zhi' from my bro!
wad the !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

smile is not everything

i smile does not mean that i am happy.
however...
i dont smile, it soes mean that i m really sad...

sometimes, sadness is not brought by someone..
but.. it's from my own...
my very own feeling.

it's hurt.....
i cant bear it...
what shud i do..
i juz wan everything to be fine..

难道虚伪是好的吗？
我真的不会说话了...
我真的很辛苦...
我到底要用什么心态来面对一切？

bad thing ahead! wad a bad omen!

oh gosh... my day headed up with a not-very-bad-yet-bad happening!
i dare to bet that tis is not the only first tihng!

should hav more is waiting!

forrero rocher ... ♥

juz a single little forrero rocher lights up my day!
how bravo it is!
i love it as i feel happy,sweet,n blessed with juz a little thing ~♥♥

c! i cut my hair off!

waiting for my fringe to get longer!

it's helpful for both friends to accept that for a time, things will be different and they should concentrate on what they can do - such as sharing a quick coffee between feeds - and try nt to yearn too much for the past.

my deepest THANKS

Some people go to priests; others to poetry; I to my friends...

to, my friend.... hhc...

thanks...