人就是那么的可怕，那么的无情。

就因为你不肯帮他人一件事，

就已经抵过了你曾经给于的协助。

毫不留情的，

看也不看你一眼，留也不留一句话。

这就是人的憎恶。

女生也只不过雌雄，褒贬高手。

没有什么值得留念，没有什么值得开心。

女人。。。

Dream

some one pushing someone down the stair....

someone died.....

I witnessed that...

i ran back home... my granny house.. but, it did not look much alike..

an uncle spying me when i were changing my clothes...

i received a call...

he died...... he was no longer with me...

i m getting crazier and crazier....

i wanted to attend his funeral.. but i was not invited..

i cried n cried n cried..... feeling like the world upside down....

have been crying for 3 days at least!

i wanna married him..... but, nt approved by his dad...

no matter how.. i was still crying..

everyone persuaded me to find another one

but... the last sentence was that "我永远都不可能找到更好的西瓜"......

i opened my eyes, it was juz a dream... but... my pillow was wet.... my eyes were swollen.. tear was still rolling down my checks.....

i called him.... n i cried even hard!!!!

luckily he is still with me!!!!! my love!

the Essay i used to read.. it's so true!

i used to read an essay written by a student.. a college student i suppose...

it's about...

the students nowadays are so childish n selfish..

what is meant by so?

while they are studying, their friends ask them, "what are you doing? busy?"

their answer is "Oh, i m watching TV!"

the interpretation by the college student is juz so true.

she said that,

human mind is always like tat,

"dun wanna tell others they are studying, so that they wont remind their friends of studying.

therefore, their friends will juz relax n play like hell all the time n wont study in order to compete with them in academic..."

it's totally hilarious!

while you are reading tis, u will think that, they are so bad.

but, dun u remember, u used to be one of them! haha!

when i read that, it reminded me the younger me with the immature mindset.

when looking back, i used to be so childish =D

even u are studying, what the point to cheat? ppl's act will not change one's mind unless u r the powerful enough to that person. but, is it ur friends will stop studying becoz of we are not studying? hmm.. dun be silly, u are not that powerful!

it's so funny after all when i recalled back the little young one i used to be!

my God damn result

i m so sad n mad for my result..
my accounting.. A-... n my expectation for accounting is alwis A.
as i m taking for accounting course, accounting must be A as it's my main n major subject i need to master! tat's is y A- for me is an ashame!
i cant accept that my accounting dropped to A-.
it's still acceptale if the A- is for other subjects..
i m still considering whether to hv a check on the subject or juz giving up my mind n forget about that. i m so sick about tis... should i make it?
the difference between A- and A is juz the 5 marks... but... the difference between B+ and A- is also the God damn 5marks. which should i opt to? it's all up to God now... decision will be made today night or tomolo morning...... today is a bad day to me... my 4flat gone... everything is upside down. what should i do? what should i do?

to my friend.. dun greet me for my result... greeting is now a trgger point to my sadness... my resut is not deserved for a greeting even a minor one.......

my CGPA...... slap myself............

A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A- A-

all these A- seem like laughng me... i reallly cant accept it at tis moment.......................

Be Who You Are and Say What You Feel Because Those Who Mind Don't Matter and Those Who Matter Don't Mind

how many ppl can really do that?

instead of flattery and pretending?

how many ppl really mind yet they are still care about u?

there hv no certain rite?

no matter how..

friend in need is really always the friend indeed..

with juz a simple n single matter..

i can know how many friends indeed i hv..

the result freaked me out..

maybe, i m not a friend indeed to others though...

i m not good enough...

toodle-oo XO

blood..... i hate you

hate the smell of the blood..

hate the blood flowing out from my nasal to my throat..

hate the blood flowing out from my mouth....

it's disgusting when i saw the fresh reddish blood..

i feel scared.. afraid.. but without the reasons why

hate eating medicine for 10days..

hate to watch out for the clock to avoid the time over for nasal spray..

hate different types of spray i hv to use..

hate bring spray n medicine to school...

while i was typing blog juz now... the blooding dropping out.....

the scary fresh reddish blood..

i hurt the inner space of the nasal... (i think so)

i juz dun wan the blood dropping...

y.... y it is still bleeding?

B-L-O-O-D

Blood..

a very normal word to me right now..

for others : oh gosh! you are bleeding..

for me : ya meh? haiz... need to wipe if off again..

keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding...........................

everything is tasteless for me..

bitter, sweet, sour and spicy are juz the words of description..

every 2 to 3 days, i need to go back to hospital for appointment..

for the doctor to suck my blood out from the nose n nostril!

first of all.... the doctor will smile to me!

then! heheheh, he push the tube down the nostril through my nose!

godness gracious!

the latest way of abuse!

reluctantly going back for appointment... T.T