the old me returns!

hate the feeling of scare before exam..

crying for the exam..

over-care about the marks,

afraid of lower marks!!!!!

all these!!!

the COWARD me!

i hate tis!

hate this!!!!!!

juz dun wan to bother again..

can i?!!! arghhhh!!!

LOVE - the matter of two - U n ME

ME n HE

driving down along the road...

do u

wan to be stable?

*holding with both hands..*
OR

wan to be a high risker?

*try it up with only a single hand!*

LOVE

is juz the same..

by holding hands,

it will be a secure way down to future...

or else,

will juz put the love on the peek of the mountain..

will rolling down some day sooner or later...

this is not so called, LOVE

in lieu,

endless of selfishness..

after all,

wad i m trying to express?

dear S.Y.L,

i love u so much even though i am alwis bad to u..

u r alwis the single hand awaiting for my warm-less hand

without a single word..

thanks so much for everything u hv been giving me...

*even though ur dishes were yucky*

but,

appreciate a lot..

XOXOXO

with love, from blessed me..

boringness, the ingredient of my life especially when studying

hey,

i hv deserted my blog for long time..

wad to do? no time wad ;(

i m studying FA right now.. i think i have been addicting to FACEBOOK..not becoz i m loving it, it's becoz 'M-USED-TO".. it has became part of my life.. the thing that cannot be forgotten everything, like a rhyme ><

Godness... i need to make a change d!!!!

Officially, BYE BYE

feeling sad once i got to know Sheera, one of my classmate not going to continue her study with me for the rest of the routine...

so sad....

no longer a multiracial DAC 25...

(no car can be tumpang too, XD)

keberatan to say bye bye to her......

the ever first impression towards her is...

omg, she is juz alike with 杨怡(the hong kong star)

i love to KAP her in the class at the beginning...

gradually, v mixed up like salad, chit-chatting, joking, PD-ing..

wad a bad friend she is ;(

not even a word before she left~

some of us knew this news through others...

not even a BYE..

at least,

i can hav a hug, a picture with her..

haiz.........

sad...................

by the way,

take care my friend ;)

will call u out for gathering!

the most important, dun forget us!

Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.

with regards...

where is the dream, where am I =)

hoping against hope?!

oh no!

making a dream,

asking for dream,

rejected by dream.

haha!

my dream??

not really sure about tat.

erm..

modeling?

mom, " stop dreaming! dun play non sense! "

BF, "cannot! "

o.O

no dream anymore!

haha~

getting for another dream..

haha

a reachable dream.. by $

sharpen up my Eng!

wish to be a very good Eng Speaker+Writer,

with zero grammar, zero "ka-ka-ka" in speaking.

no longer needed ppl to check my essay,

instead, checking others' >.<

how shameless am I.... XD

20 July 2010

我真的累了。。。

他真的认定了我不会走。。。

或许是真的。。。

但，我真的很辛苦。。

每次骂架都是我错。。。

我真的很辛苦。。

最近的我真的一直为了他哭。。。

he takes me for granted...

haha... he said he din, but, he did..

feeling like being manipulated...

tired of playing mind game....

i lose becoz i love him so much,

u win, becoz u take me for granted..

i leave becoz i fall..

the first time, my mom saw me cried becoz of him..

stop being like tat...

it's over....

alwis blame tat i dun understand him..

did he?

ya, i m the one 宪家

当一个男朋友觉得你放太多的假设，

或许，

他和你已经不再爱着对方。

或许，

是嫌弃，不耐烦的开始。

我不需要你的同情，

不需要你的陪伴。

更不需要你的支持，

因为我要的，你并没能给。

不是不能。。。而是，厌倦。

体谅，

是我唯一不能给你的。

我目前最想知道的就是，他对我今天化妆的评语。。

我最想让他看到我美丽的一面。

但，我放弃了！

nice?

omg!

it's not so me!

juz back from school after enjoying the make-over with my friend, CP

haha..

n,

i hv 'occupied' GF's phone memory much!

haha~ thanks ya,

XXX