于心不忍。

每一次，每一次，每一次地宠你。
每一次，每一次，每一次地维护你。
却，
每一次，每一次，每一次地被别人当作坏人。

每一次，每一次，每一次地在你前面低头，
每一次，每一次，每一次地对你心存歉意时，
却，
每一次，每一次，每一次地被你的言语而愤怒。

可我，
每一次，每一次，每一次地想报复，
却
每一次，每一次，每一次地于心不忍。

i love u, boy

i miss my boy..
it's been few days that v dint have a proper talk..
he is rushing for his assignments..
a poor lil boy...
haiz...
wondering wad i can help to lessen his burden..
feel sad when i can do nothing for him..
wad i can do is juz, stop calling him, let him concentrate in his assignment..

hey, me! stop annoying! he is there struggling for our future!

my love, awesome!

my lil boy juz told me that he wants to buy me a iPad 2 <3

but, it's impossible. becoz it's freaking expensive!

i would rather buy a new laptop with multi function.

btw, i feel happy for hearing tat he is willing to buy me one.

even though i know it would nvr be..

but, it's sweet to know that ur bf sayang n pamper u as he alwis would.

it's touching, even a word.

i love my lil boy...

比fucker还fucker!

今天发生了很多让我超不爽的事。

别的只是点缀。

原来，这个所谓的朋友，这个人，一直以来都爱踩着人家上。

刚开始，我真的以为我的错觉。

但是，第三次了。他踩着我上。

第三次。。。你已经踩过线了。

你已经过了三次机会。我不会再原谅你。

你已经犯了我。

对她，我死心了！

原来，她真的非一般自私！

我一次又一次的劝自己不要多想。

但原来我真的没有错。

我真的很生气她！

完全不想和她做朋友！更不想对着她。

还有，请你不要把别人的好心当应份好吗？！！！！！！！！

my valentine 2011

my valentine's day..

as usual, receiving flowers n ferrero rocher.

what the difference is juz there was no longer roses but tulips instead.

i love tulips!

frankly, got a number of frenz jealous me for receiving flowers every year..

but,

they dunno,

i would prefer to be with him, rather than receiving flowers.

what to do, it is distant love!

i cant hope for more, he needs his studies n careers,

think positively, i will treasure him more as v cant really meet up everyday!

v have been together for so many years n i hv ald got used to it!

the feeling of being apart =( so bad

can i hv an affair in Malaysia? XP

Happy CNY

had a great yet boring day at my hometown yesterday!

i feel so angry for my grandma. yet, i cant voice it out..

she does bully my mum since my mum was born..

i am so wondering... what my mum had done rendering her to bully my mum?

becoz of she is having so many children n my mum is the neglected?

or,

becoz of my mum tolerate her all the time?

or,

becoz of my dad is poor n being looked down? (fur sure, tis is main part of the reason)

she is juz so bias n it does make me angry!

i have never hoped for love, fairness, even inheritance from her!

cant she just treat n respect my parents as human?

dun ever blame me for scolding her n looking her down!

she bullies my mum in front of me!

how can i tolerate?

my mum cant ever utter a word.

okie, then i do it! i dislike her top to toe sometimes!

tat's y i want to be competent n rich to lead my mum n dad a good live!

note : my parents are both neglected in their respective family.

hmm... stop the heartbreaking family matter!

hohoho.. now only i knew that, i hv a Japenese sis-in-law!

it's awesome!

she is so cute n talkative yet funny!

she is some kind of 大笑姑婆！

she said she will be coming to make sushi for us! haha!

ermermerm.. dunno when =P

i told her i dun wan the raw one!!!!