say byebye to immaturity and ignorance

when a person grown up n looking backward to the routine stepped on,

there is an sense of - IMMATURITY -

still rmb?

"i dun wan to friend with u d"

"我不要跟你好了"

in dept, in the facet of -MATURITY -, all of us know there will hv no long-lasting friend as well as enemy.

as we are growing, many thing in the world becoming complicated..

yet, the matter is still the same, the nature of the thing is still the same, the subject, the object, the environment have never been changing.

yet, the biggest change is the mindset and the thought of us.

no longer the kid, no longer the thought...

as we are getting closer n closer to the reality and the complicated society.

the growth drives us to think smartly, to think wisely, to protect our own self as well..

as such, the selfishness and hatred are controlling our sense of simplicity...

the world is darkening..

the fierce of losing + the fierce of being ntg is hunting..

the FIERCE creates everything...

the world is still the same, the me is changing though...

i m a loser.... for everything

kinda down down down.....

down - omg.. exam coming!

down - omg.. my coursework is o0o suck!

down - becoz of the previous "down-s"

i m freaking despair...

bloody hell, my study is damn poor lately..

i m now out of earth.. the brain filled ntg..

wad should i do? wad should i do?!

T.T my dun wan my CGPA drops!

touch wood!!!!

i m a wonk, i admitted that!

i m not those kind of smart,

i m juz hardworking *yet shameless*

i hate tis fact..

i hate tis life..

i tried to be smart, but, i can do ntg as i m the wonk in nature.

i m juz hoping against hope.

i wanna clarify a matter to the world

" i m nt clever as i hv no link with the word 'SMART' "

contrast

Plz..... dun ever render me fading up... or else, the same thing will happen again...
y ppl will only rmb ur fault instead of wad u hv contribute to them? juz a fault will set off the goodness u did... is it tis kind of friendship is durable yet valuable? worth for u to treasure it? i doubt that... friendship includes of tolerance... m i suppose to call it a day? i doubt.. tired of comforting, tired of pretend ntg...

Strive for it!

everything seems changing..

even though it's a norm or somehow called "nature" @.@,

yet, i m still care about that..

the -ship -ship -ship again!

come on, the ships are going to sink!

i m still holding them though.. >.<

hope for a brighter tomorrow!

hope for a better days after.

not going anywhere, not running here n there,

i m here, for taking care those ships!

if all of u would be sinking,

no big deal~!

pull me down together!

becoz building a ship is not difficult, maintaining it is much more harder as it involves the efforts of others!

juz like what v have learnt, maintenance cost can be classified as both product n period cost!

y it's product cost? becoz it can be indirectly traced on the material...

y it's period cost? becoz it is needed from time to time...

i m no longer avoiding! stand n still unless.....!

so, if u are one of the ships, y not doing it together,

Ship Is For All, but NOT only U n ME......

have been watching "the Vampire Diaries" for at least 10 hours! feeling great yet tired! the script for this movie is juz so unpredictable! i hate such movie =.= render me indulging all the way round! btw, nt fun to watch it by waiting the broadcast of the movie epi-by-epi, so.. a merely breath-taking of me will do! watched it until the end, the mad me when putting myself in the fantastic movie~!

ouch! my eyes are warning me!

wad a owner for the poor "Window of Soul"

kk, i will let both of u to rest soon!

the pictures of my day!

it's time to say byebye n goodnight!

toodle-oo!

with regards!

sis, how can a tiny me achieve ur eng level? ur eng are juz so good even in boggie~ juz forget about the vocabularies u used, ur grammar are juz so nice yet fluency!

jealous + envy = despair!

>.<>

cannot be lazy!

haha~

but, ended up, still be the same me!

haiz!!!!

Clinique Star Tour

i was selected..

happy?

of course!

but, if i cant get into the final.... oh~ damn embarrassing!

if i m not selected, at least, no ppl will know..

after being selected, need to ask for vote as it will be more embarrassing if no vote for me.....

dun u think?

haiz.....

wat to do wad to do?!!!!